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Paul Newman
He used his fame to give
away his fortune.
By Dahlia Lithwick - From MSN's
Slate Magazine
The Hole in the Wall Gang Camp opened in Connecticut in 1988 to provide a summer camping experience—fishing, tie-dye, ghost stories,
s'mores—for seriously ill children. By 1989, when I started working there as a counselor, virtually everyone on staff
would tell some version of the same story: Paul Newman, who had founded the camp when it became clear his little salad-dressing
lark was accidentally going to earn him millions, stops by for one of his not-infrequent visits. He plops down at a table
in the dining hall next to some kid with leukemia, or HIV, or sickle cell anemia, and starts to eat lunch. One version of
the story has the kid look from the picture of Newman on the Newman's Own lemonade carton to Newman himself, then back to
the carton and back to Newman again before asking, "Are you lost?" Another version: The kid looks steadily at him and demands,
"Are you really Paul Human?"
Newman loved those stories. He loved to talk about the little kids who had no clue who he
was, this friendly old guy who kept showing up at camp to take them fishing. While their counselors stammered, star-struck,
the campers indulged Newman the way they'd have indulged a particularly friendly hospital blood technician. It took me years
to understand why Newman loved being at the Hole in the Wall Gang Camp. It was for precisely the same reason these kids did.
When the campers showed up, they became regular kids, despite the catheters and wheelchairs and prosthetic legs. And when
Newman showed up, he was a regular guy with blue eyes, despite the Oscar and the racecars and the burgeoning marinara empire.
The most striking thing about Paul Newman was that a man who could have blasted through his life demanding "Have you any idea
who I am?" invariably wanted to hang out with folks—often little ones—who neither knew nor cared.
For his part, Newman put it all down to luck. In his 1992 introduction to our book about the camp, he tried to explain what impelled him to create the Hole in the Wall: "I wanted, I think, to acknowledge
Luck: the chance of it, the benevolence of it in my life, and the brutality of it in the lives of others; made especially
savage for children because they may not be allowed the good fortune of a lifetime to correct it." Married to Joanne Woodward,
his second wife, for 50 years this winter, Newman always looked at her like something he'd pulled out of a Christmas stocking.
He looked at his daughters that way, too. It was like, all these years later, he couldn't quite believe he got to keep
them.
Of course, it wasn't all luck. He lost his son, Scott, to a
drug overdose in 1978, so in 1980, he founded the Scott Newman Center, which works to prevent substance abuse. When he first began to
donate 100 percent of the proceeds from his food company, Newman's Own, to charity, critics accused him of grandiosity. Grandiose? Tell
that to the recipients of the quarter-billion dollars he's given away since the company's creation in 1982. First Paul Newman
made fresh, healthy food cool, then he and his daughter Nell made organic food cool. Then he went and made corporate giving cool by establishing the Committee Encouraging Corporate Philanthropy.
And all this was back in the '90s, before Lance Armstrong bracelets and organic juice boxes.
But Newman never stopped believing he was a regular guy who'd
simply been blessed, and well beyond what was fair. So he just kept on paying it forward. He appreciated great ideas for doing
good in the world—he collected them the way other people collect their own press clippings—and he didn't care
where they came from. Whether you were a college kid, a pediatric oncologist, or a Hollywood tycoon, if you had a nutty plan
to make life better for someone, he'd write the check himself or hook you up with somebody who would.
Today there are 11 camps modeled on the Hole in the Wall all around the world, and seven more in the works, including a camp in Hungary and
one opening next year in the Middle East. Each summer of the four I spent at Newman's flagship Connecticut camp was a living
lesson in how one man can change everything. Terrified parents would deliver their wan, weary kid at the start of the session
with warnings and cautions and lists of things not to be attempted. They'd return 10 days later to find the same kid, tanned
and bruisey, halfway up a tree or canon-balling into the deep end of the pool. Their wigs or prosthetic arms—props of
years spent trying to fit in—were forgotten in the duffel under the bed. Shame, stigma, fear, worry, all vaporized by
a few days of being ordinary. In an era in which nearly everyone feels entitled to celebrity and fortune, Newman was always
suspicious of both. He used his fame to give away his fortune, and he did that from some unspoken Zen-like conviction that
neither had ever really belonged to him in the first place.
Hollywood legend holds that Paul Newman is and will always be
larger-than-life, and it's true. Nominated for 10 Oscars, he won one. He was Fast Eddie, Cool Hand Luke, Butch Cassidy. And
then there were Those Eyes. But anyone who ever met Paul Newman will probably tell you that he was, in life, a pretty regular-sized
guy: A guy with five beautiful daughters and a wonder of a wife, and a rambling country house in Connecticut where he screened
movies out in the barn. He was a guy who went out of his way to ensure that everyone else—the thousands of campers,
counselors, and volunteers at his camps, the friends he involved in his charities, and the millions of Americans who bought
his popcorn—could feel like they were the real star.

Inspiration: Where Does It Come From?
By ARTHUR LUBOW

Raymond Loewy,
the industrial designer, once said that
''simplicity is
the deciding factor in the aesthetic equation.''
So, in the spirit
of good design, let's begin w/a radical simplification. Artists are influenced primarily by other artists, which means that
standard art history can sound like a baseball broadcast of an infield play: Velazquez to Goya to Picasso. And designers?
To be sure, they're aware of the products of other designers, but their attention is not so narrowly focused.
When, near the
end of his life, Isamu Noguchi, who straddled the boundary between art & design, created a sculpture garden in Costa Mesa,
Calif., he was unquestionably recalling the manipulations of space & perspective in the Zen gardens of Kyoto & the
geometric sculptures in the observatory in Jaipur.
At the same time,
he was thinking of the ways in which the sets he designed as a young man for theatrical stages had, thru clever lighting &
placement, made a constricted space seem vast. And he was acutely conscious of the function of this sculpture garden in Orange
County as the centerpiece of a commercial real-estate development.
Ever since the Romantics, we have thought of artists as following their muses & of designers as chasing
the market. An artist preoccupied with sales will risk being written off as a mercenary, while a designer neglectful of his audience will soon be out of work.
In reality, designers & artists aren't separated by so sharp a line. When a designer sets
out to improve an existing product, or to create a product that fills a newly perceived (or fabricated)
need, she doesn't usually call in a focus group.
She thinks, she tinkers, she reassesses - much like an artist. Indeed, rather than thinking of a designer as a kind of artist, it might be better to regard the artist as a designer manque. For, as Loewy said, the
designer ''ought to have a background in both engineering & art history'' & ''to be open to an extraordinarily broad range of influences.''
The designer ought to be an artist & more. The greatest artists of the Italian Renaissance
- Leonardo, Michelangelo, Raphael, Piero della Francesca - were also engineers, architects, mathematicians, inventors. In
short, they were designers.
Maybe it comes down to a difference
in ideals. While art aspires to be pure, design is a cheerful mongrel. Asked to name his creative influences, Loewy listed
Seurat, Nureyev, Conan Doyle, Picasso, Escoffier. . . . The honor roll went on & on; yet, strangely, few on it would have
called himself or herself a ''designer.''
The common link? Whether depicting
a sunlit landscape in a painting or suspending a balletic leap in midair, each of Loewy's heroes confronted a problem by methodically
constructing a beautiful & new solution.
How inspiration comes to the designer is the theme of this issue. Because design stands at the intersection of artistry,
engineering & commerce, ideas can blow in from many directions. In the pages immediately following, the design firm KarlssonWilker
maps out the impure conception of seven very different products.
The New Zealand businessman
who designed the Aquada car-boat was annoyed by the inconvenience of dragging his boat to the harbor by tractor & trailer. He developed an amphibious vehicle that
moved easily enough thru the water but lumbered on land - until he stumbled upon an ingenious form of retractable wheels.
The creators of the dripless
popsicle were faced with a more widespread but equally irritating problem: what happens to clothing when you combine children & ice cream? In each case, the designer searched for an engineering
fix to a functional impasse.
Very often, the designer is
required simply to come up w/a beautiful form. Or not so simply. The directors of Selfridges, an upmarket British department
store, commissioned the firm Future Systems to concoct a visually arresting building for its branch in a new shopping center
in the heart of Birmingham, England.
The silver-scaled behemoth
that the architects constructed looms like a dragon over the otherwise unremarkable development. This is design that calls
attention to itself & signals a break with the past. ''We wanted to do something that had an
incredible impact & made a big statement,'' the marketing director of Selfridges told The Daily Telegraph.
With its sinuous, billowing
shape & its 15,000 aluminum discs mounted on a background of Yves Klein blue, the department store is intended to evoke
the cry ''What in the world is that?''
The creators of the new $20
bill, on the other hand, hoped to reassure, not bewilder or astonish. The designers aimed to give the bill a more modern look & even more important, to thwart counterfeiters.
So they freed Andrew Jackson's
portrait from its musty oval frame & introduced hard-to-duplicate color-shifting inks. But they had to work within parameters
that conserved a continuity w/the past. ''Recognizability in the new design is key,'' says Tom Ferguson, director of the United
States Bureau of Printing & Engraving.
If people said, ''What in
the world is that?'' the new banknote would be a failure. The difference between the challenges set for the design teams at Selfridges & the U.S. Treasury is one that marketers know well: whether to create something
brand-new or to clean up a familiar brand.
Either way, struck forte or
pianissimo, novelty is the designer's main note. The most impressive designs are those that seem naturally right, unimprovable,
inevitable.
Using Loewy's criterion, you
would be hard pressed to find a product more simple than the carrot. At least to an American, orangeness & carrotness
seem inextricably linked. Not so. Two thousand years ago in Egypt, the carrot, it seems, was purple.
In Rome, back when Rome ruled
the world, the carrot was an imperial purple or a chaste white. By the 16th century, carrots had been grown in purple, white,
yellow, green, red, black -- in almost every hue but orange.
This appears to have rankled
the patriotic & clever Dutch, who, seeking to glorify their reigning House of Orange, crossbred yellow & red carrots
to produce a root that -- thanks to alpha & beta carotenes -- came up pigmented as desired.
As a fringe benefit, the carotenes
are converted by the body to essential vitamin A, which made the new carrot not only beautiful to its creators but also healthful
to consumers. Thru the vagaries of fashion, the orange carrot conquered the West.
In a world where designers
never sleep, flash forward a few centuries. At the Texas A&M Vegetable & Fruit Improvement Center, one Leonard M.
Pike, a horticulturist w/a longstanding interest in carrots, came up w/the notion of designing a variety that would display
his school's colors -- maroon & white.
When a visiting cancer researcher
happened to observe that the compound that made the carrot purple, anthocyanin, appeared to be a powerful anticancer agent,
Pike's emphasis shifted. For 7 years, he refined his version of the ancient carrot to approximate what a contemporary customer
would want.
In order for his vegetable
to remain recognizably a carrot, he retained an orange core beneath the maroon surface. Because boiling drains the purple
color, he reworked the carrot's texture until it was as crisp as an apple & could be savored raw. To maximize the health
benefits, he beefed up the beta carotene to half again what is found in a standard carrot.
In 1998, the new carrot was
released as seed. After an encouraging trial, the purple carrot is now in 150 Sainsbury stores in Britain. The marketplace
will make the final judgment, but as a product inspired by collegiate chromatic fervor & then engineered for a wider,
health-conscious audience, Pike's hybrid carrot admirably illustrates the way inspiration
functions in the hybrid world of design.
Arthur Lubow is a contributing writer for the magazine.
From Where Comes Inspiration?
By Kyle Kirkland
In
one of my college math courses, the professor demanded that students explicitly write down all the steps taken to solve a
problem. Sometimes that proved to be difficult for a few of us. Unfortunately the professor wasn't exactly sympathetic to our plight; if a student simply wrote an unadorned answer on a quiz, the professor would acidly query, "Where did this
come from? Divine inspiration?"
Well, maybe it was - who knows
where inspiration comes from? And students aren't the only individuals who occasionally
are -- or at least appear to be -- divinely inspired.
In times of need or at some critical moment, sudden knowledge & inspiration have often seemingly come
from above. On many occasions it reportedly happens in the form of a dream, as in Jacob's ladder of Biblical times. Or perhaps
it arrives less dramatically, as a feeling or inner voice.
Of course divinity isn't the
only putative source of inspiration & some people -- call them "creative" -- seem to
have the ability to tap a particularly rich vein, wherever it happens to come from. This includes creative people like scientists.
For instance, Loewi performed
a crucial physiology experiment after a vivid dream & Kekule discovered in a dream the correct chemical structure of benzene.
And how about writers & their muses? The noted science fiction writer Damon Knight even has a name for his creative energy
-- he calls it "Fred."
It's interesting that inspiration is often attributed to God, or nature, or a spirit. Everything except ourselves.
The ancient Greeks certainly felt this way. "Inspiration" was the breath of the gods &
Plato wrote about the "holiness" of poets. Legend has it that Pythagoras, upon discovering his famous theorem, sacrificed
a large number of oxen to the gods in gratitude for the revelation.
Maybe it's modesty that forbids
some people from taking credit for brilliant thoughts. Or perhaps it's something else. Perhaps it just feels like the answer & the creative juices & that sudden terrific
idea must have come from somewhere besides our own mind, if only because we can't explicitly write down all the steps we took
to find it.
I think most of us have experienced something like that; after trying but failing to solve a problem over a period of time, suddenly the solution hits us. And we have no idea how. My favorite personal example
occurred when I was an undergraduate student struggling w/a physics problem.
Not being good in physics,
but needing a good grade, I wrestled w/a tough assignment for an entire night, unable to discover the solution. Bleary-eyed, I sat down to breakfast; as I stared at my unappetizing cereal, the answer mysteriously
popped into my head. All of physics was revealed to me. Well, not all, of course -- but I got an 'A' for that assignment!
(Unlike Pythagoras, however, I merely offered up a silent "thank you.")
Does
inspiration have to be so mysterious? Perhaps; but for the rest of this article I'll try to explain why the source
of inspiration needn't be quite so enigmatic. Neuroscience & psychology experiments,
along w/many observations made outside of the lab, have revealed a fascinating fact: people are totally unaware of a surprisingly large number of things going on inside their head.
It isn't that science can
explain all of these things & particularly, it can't as yet explain inspiration; no
one knows exactly how it strikes, or how it works. But as for the source: surprisingly enough, we probably don't need to look any further than our own minds.
Subconsciousness
Sigmund Freud may not have
invented the concept of subconsciousness, but he certainly popularized it. (By "subconscious" I'm
simply referring to things that have possibly influenced or affected a person, but which are outside the person's awareness. Some scientists call it "unconscious" or "nonconscious.") Unfortunately Freud's ideas, known generally as psychoanalysis,
have been criticized as being to cabalistic & subjective -- they've certainly been the subject of quite a few satires
-- consequently souring the concept of subconsciousness for a lot of people.
However, subconsciousness
shouldn't be solely wedded to abstract psychological theories. Scientists & philosophers have long recognized that certain elements of thought escape consciousness. The noted 19th century physiologist Hermann Helmholtz wrote about
unconscious inference & studied creative problem-solving, which he described as a 3 stage process:
- saturation
- incubation
- illumination
The philosopher Charles Sanders
Peirce also discussed the role of the subconscious in solving problems, a process he called "abduction." (A term which evidently never really caught on.)
It turns out that there's
a bunch of stuff going on in your brain that you don't know about. Later I'll describe some illustrative lab experiments.
But lab work isn't the only way to show the sub in your consciousness.
One fascinating example is
the sensation of hearing. It's a frighteningly elaborate process. Sound waves are converted to electrical potentials in the
inner ear & the information is sent to various regions in the brainstem, then to other parts of the brain (such as the inferior colliculus, thalamus, cerebral cortex).
We're aware of none of this; we just hear sounds. In fact, even if part of the process is bypassed, as it is in a cochlear prosthesis
(which is a device enabling some "profoundly deaf" persons to recover a bit of auditory function),
the result is the same: a sound, a noise, is heard.
The brain also filters sensory
information, some of which (actually, most of which) never reaches consciousness. There's
no direct channel from our senses to our consciousness. Our attention is limited & focused; we don't notice many things happening around us, particularly things our brains regard as trivial & uninteresting
-- things like the steady hum of a refrigerator, or the presence of a wristwatch.
But don't think that what's being ignored isn't being monitored -- maybe it's not being monitored in consciousness, but it might be somewhere in the brain. An example:
there's a phenomenon well-known to psychologists called the "cocktail party effect."
Have you ever been to a noisy
party -- surrounded by a number of boisterous conversations, only one of which you're attending -- when suddenly you hear
the sound of your name coming from the background murmur?
It happens; most people are
finely-tuned to recognize their names, whether by sound or by seeing it in a list. But how do you recognize it if your brain wasn't processing the sensory information? Your brain must have been working on it, although the processing
doesn't quite make it to consciousness. The background was just a murmur until your name made it interesting.
Subconscious processing affects
us in many other ways. Have you ever met someone to which you took an instant dislike (or the opposite)
& you were unsure why? Numerous experiments have shown that people can be influenced by things like "body language," even
something as subtle as pupil dilation. But when asked to explain their reactions, many people are unable to identify the cause.
And how about the tremendously
sophisticated tasks that we perform almost effortlessly & automatically everyday? Driving a car, e.g. It takes a lot of
skill which has to be learned slowly (& sometimes painfully); I recall that as a beginning
driver I was oblivious to everything except the road & the other cars, which captured all of my attention.
But after a few years of experience
it all seems so trivial. What had once required the exclusive devotion of consciousness now needs very little attention at all.
The same is true for well-trained
people in any endeavor. An expert knows his or her subject so well that most of the knowledge comes w/out special effort.
What's more, in many fields the experts can't explain how they do what they do so well; they can't explain, as my mathematics
professor demanded, the steps they took to find the solution to a problem.
Not too long ago this fact
came as a unwelcome surprise to computer scientists working on artificial intelligence devices called "expert systems." Such
systems were supposed to be based on the knowledge of experts, but the scientists were confronted w/responses like, "I don't
know how I do it. I just do it."
It probably seemed as if the
experts were simply being a bit stingy w/their knowledge; however, subsequent research indicates that in at least some cases
the experts are using short-cuts & associations that they don't really -- i.e., consciously -- know they have. Such knowledge
comes from experience; the brain gradually learns & it's the brain, it seems, that's a bit stingy.
It's stingy about what gets
into consciousness. Maybe the brain has discovered, over the course of evolution, that it's a good idea to keep a few secrets.
Lab work
What's true in the real world
should also be true in the lab (or so scientists hope). In this section we'll discuss two
basic types of experiments, both of which conclusively demonstrate that the brain sometimes does it work in relative anonymity
& without (conscious) fanfare.
One type of experiment often
involves a piece of equipment known as a tachistoscope. As the name suggests -- at least it does if you know Greek, since
tachistos means "swiftest" -- the tachistoscope is a tool for rapidly displaying visual stimuli.
It can be made to work so
fast that you don't even have time to consciously perceive what's been presented. But strangely enough that doesn't mean you
won't be influenced by what you didn't see."
Careful experiments have shown
that flashing a visual stimulus for only a few milliseconds can have statistically reliable effects. Although people wouldn't
be able to verbally identify the hippopotamus you just flashed them, they might exhibit, on average, subtle effects of it,
such as a preference for selecting a hippopotamus in a subsequent array of stimuli.
Generally, such phenomena
are called implicit perception, or sometimes "priming." (There might be slight distinctions between
these terms when used by professional psychologists, but we won't worry about that here.)
Priming can be shown in many
ways, it doesn't necessarily rely on tachistoscopes; it can work w/any method that presents data in which the person can't
possibly consciously process. (A long list of numbers, i.e., too long to remember them all.)
People don't remember the stimuli but they show the effects of having "seen" them, in measurements like a reduction in reaction
time to previously presented stimuli.
Of course, you can argue that
the people in these experiments may have a "conscious awareness" of the stimulus even if they can't verbally report it --
& some scientists have debated this point. But that argument completely depends on your definition of consciousness; however
you wish to consider it, the experiments do show that people can be influenced w/out really knowing why.
There's also a related phenomenon
I'd like to mention: it's called subliminal perception. Although it's a bit of a digression, I just can't resist.
Back in the 1950's several
companies made a startling announcement. They claimed the ability to construct advertising which would subconsciously influence
consumers. Consumers didn't exactly welcome the news & there was a public outcry against such manipulation.
Although I'm a bit too young
to remember that episode, I do recall various claims that Satan-worshipping messages were subliminally embedded in rock music
lyrics -- particularly if they were played backward. (A few psychologists tested this claim; as
it turned out, whether the subjects heard offensive messages in the backwards music depended on whether or not they were told the messages were there. Personally, I didn't worry
about it; I never played my music backwards.)
And I'm sure many people have
heard stories about subliminal images of popular soft drinks or popcorn stealthily being inserted into movies, in the hopes
of inducing a little extra profit at the snack bar.
Needless to say, people may
welcome inspiration from the gods but not from corporations. Should we worry about it? Does
such manipulation work? If you've followed the essay up to now, you might think there's a chance it could.
Indeed, some experiments do
suggest that these methods can have some small effect. However, other experiments suggest otherwise. Let me add my own opinion here: any effect of subliminal stimuli is overwhelmingly likely to be subtle. It won't induce thirst when none is present, it won't change a person's beliefs or lifestyle & it's not going turn an unwilling young person into a feverish Satanite.
On to the second type of experiment
I wish to discuss. These more recent experiments involve the latest & some would say greatest, instrumentation breakthrough
in neuroscience: neuroimaging, the ability to watch the human brain in action.
Most of these imaging techniques
were initially developed for more mundane tasks of locating tumors & similar medical jobs; but with further refinement
they are now commonly used for basic research.
Neuroimaging doesn't actually
measure the electrical activity of the brain (which is pretty much universally believed to be what generates thoughts & cognition). Instead it monitors various metabolic processes -- oxygenation of
the blood or glucose flow -- but these processes are correlated w/the electrical activity of the brain. The output of neuroimaging
devices is basically a map of the brain regions that have been more hungry than others, which is a sign that they've been
more active.
It turns out that a lot of
regions are active, even when a person is doing something as simple as reading. Which areas are active depends on what the
person is doing & more interestingly, what they were thinking about. The "pseudocolored" images clearly indicate that the brain is a busy place. But the subjects of these experiments
remain unaware of all this; they couldn't possibly draw a map of the activity (w/out peeking at the neuroimage
itself).
Somehow a portion of this
activity makes it into conscious awareness & is subjectively experienced as "thought"; the rest of it remains simmering beneath the surface.
Scientists have studied plenty
of other phenomena that indicate a disconnection between awareness & information processing in the brain. I'll mention some of them briefly to finish up this section. One phenomenon is
sort of the opposite of implicit perception: the false memory syndrome, where people recall things that simply never happened.
(Often a person can be subtly led to "remember" certain things by various means, such as suggestively
phrasing the questions.)
There are also a number of
interesting & unfortunate, clinical cases, where brain damage creates a highly unnatural situation. "Blindsight" is one such; patients w/extensive
damage to a particular area in the cerebral cortex are (consciously) blind, yet can exhibit
obvious reactions to some visual stimuli.
Perhaps better known are the
effects of the so-called split-brain operation, done on epileptic patients to relieve otherwise intractable seizures; when
the main connection between the right & left hemispheres of the brain is severed, it's been reported that occasionally a person can be of
"two minds." Literally.
But what is inspiration?
This article certainly describes
a lot of evidence that the brain can work in mysterious -- & subconscious -- ways. Unfortunately that doesn't prove it's
the source of the strange phenomenon of sudden & seemingly miraculous inspiration; but
then again, it's hard, at least for me, to deny that the brain is by far the best candidate.
Of course none of this explains
the process. How is it possible that a person can have these sudden insights when he or she can't even describe the events
leading up to it? And how is it that a mere mortal can ever come up w/anything really novel, when so much of what we humans
do is squarely based on past experience?
Alas, no one knows. Scientists
are working on it. Which is a bit refreshing, since psychologists in an earlier era -- here I'm thinking of the old behaviorist school of thought -- avoided the entire subject. In fact many behaviorists regarded the whole process w/suspicion; perhaps, they hypothesized, nothing was really new & anything that looked new was merely a rearrangement of what was
already old & known.
Sentences, e.g.; they may
be original but aren't they simply arrangements of familiar words? By avoiding tough subjects like inspiration & creativity behaviorists were able to concentrate
on more basic observations & theories; but somehow this sort of strict empiricism wasn't entirely satisfying to many of their students.
Is there any chance inspiration can be explained soon? Here's my opinion: No. I'm usually not such a pessimist. But I have a feeling. I think that creativity & inspiration may well be like the infamous wave function
in quantum physics: when you try to analyze it the whole thing collapses. Something similar, by the way, seems to be true
of humor -- another concoction of the human brain.
[ Kyle Kirkland earned his Ph.D. in Neuroscience from
the University of Pennsylvania in 1998 & currently divides his time between research & writing. Forthcoming publications
include articles in the Skeptical Inquirer & Skeptic Magazine.]
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Please read this story on the left about Paul Newman. It is through his life
and his work on this earth - which will never be forgotten that we all can understand the true meaning of the word, "inspiration."
Where Does Inspiration
Come From?
By Howard Wimer, Founder Inner Expansion Workshops, Inc.
When I was 23 years old, I discovered that I had a whole team of spiritual helpers working with me. I wasn't
a particularly religious person & never really thought about “guardian angels” helping me & guiding me through life.
What
I realized was that everyone has a team of these “spiritual guides” that they can tap into, on moment’s
notice & get creative inspiration. Because I had invested over 10 years of my life learning
music & had become somewhat of a jazz musician, creativity was very important to me. It was my whole life.
I had attended a lecture & a seminar where a group
of people there said that I could have a direct two-way communication w/my guides or “angels.” Even though this
was foreign to me at the time, I was open. Then they showed me. It was so simple that I went home & made out a list of 30 questions to ask my personal “angels”
– & they answered every single one of them!
I started using them right
away. By that time, I had drifted away from music & had started a career in film & video in Dallas, Texas. Every time
someone would come in to edit a marketing or educational film, I would tap into this inspiration &
come up with the perfect ideas.
One time, a man came
to the door who wanted to produce & edit a highlight film for the Dallas Tornado Soccer Club, a franchise owned by Lamar
Hunt, an oil millionaire in Texas. After about 3 days, he overheard a conversation I was having with a friend about working
with my “metaphysical abilities” & asked me what it was all about.
At that time, telling
people about this whole idea of having spiritual guidance that I could communicate with directly wasn't on my agenda.
Even so, he pressed me about it & I
gave in. I turned him on to one of the individuals that had shown me how to do it. When he didn’t show up for 3 days,
I decided to call him at home & find out if there was a problem.
What he said was,
“I had so many things to ask my angels, I totally lost track of time!” I couldn’t believe it.
After that, we worked so closely with our angels – getting this inspiration every day – everything fell into place. Since it was a sports film & was
to be shown at the National Managers Convention in San Francisco, we cut the highlights & he proceeded to write the narration
for the background color.
When we laid in the
narration track, it fit perfectly. We didn’t have to cut one single frame!
What
an amazing experience. Anyone who has ever been a film or video editor knows that it is virtually impossible for someone to
write copy that fits perfectly into a 30-minute project. But it happened.
After about
a year & a half, I was having more fun working w/this new-found communication with my personal team that I decided to go on a full-time lecture tour. Since then, I have visited & lectured in 13 countries
over the last 30 years. I’ve never looked back, although I did make a couple of pit stops along the way.
In 1979, I decided to take some time off from touring around the country & headed for Los
Angeles. When I hit Phoenix, I told my “angels” that I wanted to work with the best people in Hollywood. I didn’t
know if this was something I'd do as my final career, but I just couldn’t get the idea of producing & writing out
of my system – at least at that point in my life.
When I arrived in Los Angeles,
I got an inspiration. I said to myself, “Wouldn’t it be great to work with someone
like Steve Allen…& then I could do some of these lectures on the side whenever I want.” The next day, as I
was navigating down the 405, I had a feeling to get off at Sepulveda Boulevard. This took me to Burbank Boulevard in Van Nuys
& as I was heading down the street, I got this incredible feeling to stop.
I couldn’t have
gone any further if I had wanted to. I knew that if I stayed where I was, someone was going to ram the back of my car, so
I turned left and found myself in a parking lot next to a two-story building. I looked up & saw the words “Steve
Allen” in front of an empty parking space.
I had met Steve & Jayne several
years earlier when I was in high school on a visit to California briefly since a friend of my father’s had worked with
him for many years. But I'd never been to his office. When I got out of my car, two women were walking up the stairway into
the second floor of the building. As I followed them up, not really knowing if I was heading in the right direction or not,
I started to realize that this was indeed Steve Allen’s office!
At the top
of the stairs, a lady came up to me & asked if she could help me. I said, rather curiously, “My name is Howard Wimer…& I was wondering if there might be an opportunity to work here.” She looked
at me for a moment & then said, “Why don’t you go into the music room. I’ll join you in a minute.”
Reality started to
set in. Five minutes before, I had been traveling down the San Diego Freeway.
True
to her word, she showed up & found me sitting at the piano & staring at all of the pictures on the wall & the
file drawers where “Steverino” stored all of the “lead sheets” for the 4000 songs he had written up
to that time. She again looked at me strangely & said, “By the way, how did you know that there was a gentleman
here who turned in his two-week notice 3 hours ago?”
At that point, I realized
that my angels were working overtime. I said, “Really?”
Over the next
few minutes, I showed her my resume & sensing that I was definitely over-qualified for the job that this young man had
left to go back to school, she proceeded to try to talk me out of applying for the position. “You really don’t
want this job,” she said. “You would be working in the office & you have more of a production background.”
All the time she was
telling me this, I could hear one of my angels clairaudiently in my head say, “Take it…just take it!”
I finally convinced her that I was serious & that the hourly wage really didn’t bother
me, since I had just arrived in LA the night before & I needed something to “tide me over.”
Of course, I knew
that this would be a great opportunity to get to know other people & to learn as much as I could from Steve himself.
As a result, I stayed in the position for 9 months. At that point, I decided that my true desire was to share with others how beautiful life can be – by learning how to have this two-way communication. I wrote a
note to Steve & he graciously accepted the fact that I was going to head out & make my own way.
As a matter of fact,
it wasn’t long after that I was lecturing & giving seminars in Europe.
Since
then, I have shown thousands of people all over the world how to tap into this inspiration.
To me, this is total spiritual freedom. It means that no matter what I do or where I go, I always have a spiritual “life-line” that I can ask questions
& get direct answers.
Some people think that guardian angels are a fairy tale or that it is some sort of religious doctrine. In reality, everyone on planet earth has at least one or two spiritual helpers working with them to guide them
& help them with their life purpose.
Every time you feel a “chill”
or “goose-bumps,” your spiritual guides are near you. They are pure soul or spirit. This is why you feel this
spiritual energy around you when they come close to you. As a matter of fact, even Clive Davis of J Records recently said
that the way he knows whether to sign a new artist is if he feels that chill down his spine. He just “knows” that
it will work.
By listening to our inner hunches, visions, ideas & feelings, we will always be in the right place at the right time. It’s when we don’t listen that we find ourselves out in left field. By using your sensitivity to the maximum & realizing that it isn't just a passing thought, you can start to unfold a solid relationship with your personal team of angels.
For
people who would like to go deeper, Inner Expansion sponsors seminars & workshops to show you how to get into a positive
two-way communication with these helpers. Once you experience one of these sessions, you will never go back to wondering where your creative inspiration comes from. I guarantee it.
Howard Wimer is the founder of Inner Expansion
Workshops. He has been involved in the personal growth field for 30 years and has given lectures and workshops in thirteen
countries, including the United States, Europe, Canada, the Caribbean, Australia and New Zealand.
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Is it possible to go from
insanity to functionality?
As an institutionalized
teenager herself, Patricia Deegan Ph.D. knows first hand what it feels like to undergo the dehumanizing transformation from
being a person to being an illness: a "schizophrenic," as she was so often labeled. For Deegan, that schizophrenic tag attached to her person became the tool that sculpted the path to her recovery from mental illness.
Some of her recovery strategies include rejecting the "prognosis of doom," Deegan's way of expressing how the medical field pinpoints one into believing that the only way to cope with your mental illness is by being on psychiatric drugs. Rejecting this notion is the first way to begin the recovery. Deegan says other ways of recovering from mental illness are:
- Placing one's self in a tolerant environment with people who
genuinely care about you
- Spirituality & finding meaning in the suffering endured
- Find a sense of purpose & direction
- Take each minute, day, hour at a time
- Study, learn & work
- Learn not to be afraid of the illness or one's self
- Take responsibility for self & accept that no one can do the recovery work for you (in the U.S. we're trained to think the doctor will give us a magic pill & then everything is supposed to better)
- A willingness to do psychotherapy to work through trauma &
history
- Meeting others in recovery
- Learning not to be ashamed
Other self-help strategies
for people diagnosed with mental illness & how to avoid symptoms (such as hearing voices) include:
- Speaking to someone when the voices start up
- Humming or singing quietly to yourself
- Saying a mantra or meditating
- Earplug in the left ear
- Listening to music through headphones & turning attention
to the music
In 1984 Ms. Deegan received
her doctorate in clinical psychology from Duquesne University. She began working as the clinical director of a community based
mental health program & later took on the role of director with the Northeast Independent Living Program. In this capacity
she designed & implemented a model for working with people with psychiatric disabilities in independent settings.
Currently Deegan is an activist
in the ex-patient movement & holds the position of Director of Training at the National Empowerment Center, a national
technical assistance center run by consumers/survivors.
Deegan explains that the goal
of recovery is to become "the gift that you are, a unique, brilliant shining star." She adds, "We are part of the human adventure, the
fact that we are diagnosed with mental illness doesn't mean we can't give back to the world."
Funeral for I Can't
Sandi Moran
Donna's
fourth grade classroom looked like many others I had seen in the past. The teacher's desk was in front & faced the students.
The bulletin board featured student work. In most respects it appeared to be a typically traditional elementary classroom.
Yet something seemed different that day I entered it for the first time.
My job was to make classroom
visitations & encourage implementation of a training program that focused on language arts ideas that would empower students to feel good about themselves & take charge of their lives. Donna was one of the volunteer teachers who participated in this project.
I took an empty seat in the back of the room & watched. All the students were working on a
task, filling a sheet of notebook paper with thoughts & ideas. The ten-year-old student next to me was filling her page with "I Can'ts."
- "I can't kick the soccer ball past second base."
- "I can't do long division with more than three numerals."
- "I can't get Debbie to like me."
Her page was half full &
she showed no signs of letting up. She worked on with determination & persistence. I walked down the row glancing at student's papers. Everyone was writing sentences, describing things
they couldn't do.
By this time the activity
engaged my curiosity, so I decided to check with the teacher to see what was going on but I noticed she too was busy writing. I felt it best not
to interrupt.
- "I can't get John's mother to come for a teacher conference."
- "I can't get my daughter to put gas in the car."
- "I can't get Alan to use words instead of fists."
Thwarted in my efforts to
determine why students & teacher were dwelling on the negative instead of writing the more positive "I Can" statements, I returned to my seat & continued my observations.
Students wrote for another ten minutes. They were then instructed to fold the papers in half &
bring them to the front. They placed their "I Can't" statements into an empty shoe box. Then Donna added hers. She put the
lid on the box, tucked it under her arm & headed out the door & down the hall.
Students
followed the teacher. I followed the students. Halfway down the hallway Donna entered the custodian's room, rummaged around
& came out with a shovel. Shovel in one hand, shoe box in the other, Donna marched the students out to the school to the
farthest corner of the playground. There they began to dig. They were going to bury their "I Can'ts"!
The digging took over ten minutes because most of the fourth graders wanted a turn. The box of "I Can'ts" was
placed in a position at the bottom of the hole & then quickly covered with dirt. Thirty-one 10 & 11 year-olds stood
around the freshly dug grave site. At this point Donna announced, "Boys & girls, please join hands & bow your heads."
They quickly formed a circle around the grave, creating a bond with their hands.
They
lowered their heads & waited. Donna delivered the eulogy. "Friends, we gathered here today to honor the memory of 'I Can't.' While he was with us here on earth, he touched the lives of everyone, some more than others. We
have provided 'I Can't' with a final resting place & a headstone that contains his epitaph. His is survived by his brothers
& sisters, 'I Can', 'I Will' & 'I'm Going to Right Away'. They're not as well known as their famous relative &
are certainly not as strong & powerful yet. Perhaps some day, with your help, they'll make an even bigger mark on the world. May 'I Can't' rest in peace & may everyone present pick up their lives & move forward in his absence. Amen."
As
I listened I realized that these students would never forget this day. Writing "I Can'ts", burying them & hearing the eulogy. That
was a major effort on this part of the teacher. And she wasn't done yet.
She turned
the students around, marched them back into the classroom & held a wake. They celebrated the passing of "I Can't" with
cookies, popcorn & fruit juices. As part of the celebration, Donna cut a large tombstone from butcher paper. She wrote
the words "I Can't" at the top & put RIP in the middle. The date was added at the bottom. The paper tombstone hung in
Donna's classroom for the remainder of the year.
On those rare occasions when a
student forgot & said, "I Can't", Donna simply pointed to the RIP sign. The student then remembered that "I Can't" was
dead & chose to rephrase the statement. I wasn't one of Donna's students. She was one of mine. Yet that day I learned
an enduring lesson from her as years later, I still envision that fourth grade class laying to rest, "I Can't".
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